confused

had to add that photo.

Nobody needs to ever know,
and.. they never will.
But, the thing is. i thought i was cool about it??
I thought of it as if it wasnt important, although it is very.
And i feel fine about it, but why everytime im upset does it automatically come into my head, that's what i don't get.
It must be effecting me, unconciously.
Stop confusing me
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